Can anyone tell me why everybody is the same??? I lend them my ears to listen to their feelings but eveything turns around. They have told me some bad impression about people but in the end they still enjoys hanging with them, why people have to tell lies to me even i did nothing wrong to them. i really wish i could put down everything that is on my mind but i really don't want to share to others i am getting depressed and tired now. Am i really that dumb and stupid to believe in you??? None of your words are true. Don't wanna believe anymore. I felt i was like being used, to give you chance to get near some one that you hate the most last time. But why must it be me? The more you get along, the more i lose hope for you it's the matter of time that i will not listen to you anymore. Go and find another replacement of me, because i know that you can't keep all the things to yourself anymore. One last thing is that i hope that replacement don't lose faith in you.
WAH*... N levels really here soon! Gotta study all i can and will not be posting very often. Racial Harmony day is next week YEAH* will be watching everybody's performance jia you! Oh ya will be bringing my cam to snap here and dere lols. Dress nice!
16th July 2008
Had my chinese oral, at first the passage was quite alright but the conversion i screwed up a bit haiz... both invigilators are from china lor, and u guys know their expectations are damn* high. Hmm but still hope that i can at least get a merit on my cert.
Monday, 14 July 2008
Own emotions~ ★ 04:53
Today was as usual went to school and attend lessons. -.- After school bus to tampines inter with stanley, mavis and jeriel went to take a walk in tampines mall and century square. How i wish the new tampines shopping mall could open soon can't wait for it and also i can't wait for the comic book soul eater vol. 11 to come out soon the cover is so cool but too bad it is in japanese version so i can't read it haiz*!.
byebye jay~
Sunday, 13 July 2008
Own emotions~ ★ 02:43
Today's the worst day of my life. Thought of having a nice wrap for my fone to protect it but in the end the so called 2 years of working experince person in G Mask had destroyed my new fone!!! @#$% ass hole lor!!! I wont forget her name is RAY!!! DumbAss. I also would not tortured my fone anymore hoping that the pain will go away but it is the matter of time to recover. Hurts* Haiz. What to do? What done is done. And it cost me a huge sum :'( what a so called profession's my foot phui!
Today was a disasterous day for me, kept on editing my blog till now don't know what has gone wrong with it and finally its done hahas. Today stay at home for the whole day was bored and tired without any entertainments haiz.
Hope that tomorrow will be a wonderful day for me! (: byebye jay~
In the morning was intendning to met up with hui min at tm inter abt 12.15, but she have miscalculate her timing so i wait lor, after half-&-hour suddenly li wei pop up infront of me hahas, after hui min reached inter we went to have a last min shopping cos hui min wanna buy something. At around 2+ we took 10 and bused to kim hse. Met cindy over dere at kim bus stop, while it was raining we so called "risk our life" running under the rain withour any umbrella -.- we were partly drenched. Not long after we reached kim hse stanley came and we started filling up the ballons wif water cos our organizer which was stanley wanted to play water bomb hahas.We filled up alot of ballons and went to the park and started playing wif it until we were all drenced up from heads to toes lols it was fun*. Having drenced up we went back to kim hse, and we started snapping* photos hahas. After drying up ourselves everyone was famished hahas. And the wonder food here we come. lols the food that kim's mum had prepared was delicious every one ate quite alot hahas. Yum Yum* Started slacking till 10+ , played fire crackers it was beautiful under the sky wif lots of stars. nice* played some games and some of them got punishments it was damn funny. After a wonderful day lay kai's dad sent us home. Thanks alot!. will post other pictures soon.
byebye jay~
Friday, 4 July 2008
Own emotions~ ★ 04:55
Today went for band prctice as usual when i am not even playing my saxophone -.- i am so pathetic lor haiz. Wish stanley and others who have not taken the oral, good luck!
Hope that i can talk to you more often! :'(
byebye jay~
Tuesday, 1 July 2008
Own emotions~ ★ 05:53
Help! -.- N levels coming soon.. Good luck to all those who have not taken the oral..!
